《汉密尔顿》2020 原版百老汇制作录音 · 04
Say No to This
伯尔
There's nothing like summer in the city
城里的夏天,真是无可比拟
Someone under stress meets someone looking pretty
一个压力缠身的人,遇见一个漂亮迷人的人
There's trouble in the air, you can smell it
空气里都是麻烦的气味,闻都闻得见
And Alexander's by himself
而亚历山大偏偏独自一人
I'll let him tell it
接下来,让他自己说吧
汉密尔顿
I hadn't slept in a week, I was weak, I was awake
我整整一周没睡,虚弱不堪,却始终清醒
You've never seen a bastard orphan more in need of a break
你从没见过哪个私生孤儿,比我更需要喘口气
Longing for Angelica, missing my wife
想着安杰莉卡,也思念我的妻子
That's when Miss Maria Reynolds walked into my life
就在那时,玛丽亚·雷诺兹小姐走进了我的生活
She said:
她开口道:
玛丽亚
I know you are a man of honor
我知道您是一位正直高尚的人
I'm so sorry to bother you at home
实在抱歉,竟到府上打扰您
But I don't know where to go
可我实在无处可去
And I came here all alone
只能独自来到这里
汉密尔顿
She said:
她接着说:
玛丽亚
My husband's doin' me wrong
我丈夫一直在伤害我
Beatin' me, cheatin' me
他打我,也背叛我
Mistreatin' me
从来不把我当人看
Suddenly he's up and gone
如今他忽然一走了之
I don't have the means to go on
我已经身无分文,活不下去了
汉密尔顿
So I offered her a loan, I offered to walk her home
于是我借钱给她,又提出送她回家
She said:
她这样回答:
玛丽亚
You're too kind, sir
您实在太好心了,先生
汉密尔顿
I gave her 30 bucks that I had socked away
我把私下存起的三十美元交给她
She lived a block away. She said:
她就住在一条街外。到了门前,她说:
玛丽亚
This one's mine, sir
先生,这一间就是我家
汉密尔顿
Then I said, "Well, I should head back home"
于是我说:“那我该回去了。”
She turned red
她顿时红了脸
She led me to her bed, let her legs spread and said:
她把我领到床边,分开双腿,轻声问:
玛丽亚
Stay?
留下来?
汉密尔顿
That's when I began to pray
就在那一刻,我竟开始祈祷
Lord, show me how to say no to this
主啊,教教我该怎么拒绝这一切
I don't know how to say no to this
我不知道该怎样说不
But, my God, she looks so helpless
可天哪,她看起来那样无助
And her body's saying, "Hell yes"
她的身体却在说:“当然愿意。”
No, show me how to
不,教我怎样
汉密尔顿 & 群演
Say no to this
对这一切说不
汉密尔顿
I don't know how to
我偏偏不知道怎样
汉密尔顿 & 群演
Say no to this
拒绝
汉密尔顿
In my mind, I'm tryin' to go
脑子里,我一直催自己快走
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Go! Go! Go!
走!快走!快走!
汉密尔顿
Then her mouth is on mine and I don't say
可她吻上来,而我没有说出——
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No! No! Say no to this
不!不!对这一切说不
No! No! Say no to this
不!不!快说不
No! No! Say no to this
不!不!拒绝这一切
No! No! Say no to this
不!不!说不啊
汉密尔顿
I wish I could say that was the last time
真希望我能说,那就是最后一次
I said that last time, it became a pastime
每次都说是最后一次,最后却成了消遣惯例
A month into this endeavor I received a letter
这段关系持续一个月后,我收到一封信
From a Mr. James Reynolds, even better
寄信人是詹姆斯·雷诺兹先生——好极了
It said:
信上写道:
雷诺兹
Dear sir, I hope this letter finds you in good health
“尊敬的先生,愿您收到此信时身体康健
And in a prosperous enough position to put wealth
也愿您境况足够宽裕,能够把一些钱财
In the pockets of people like me down on their luck
放进我这种时运不济之人的口袋。
You see, that was my wife who you decided to...
要知道,您决定去……的那个人,正是我妻子
Fu...
干……
You made the wrong sucker a cuckold
你偏偏给最不该惹的冤大头戴了绿帽
So time to pay the piper for the pants you unbuckled
既然裤腰带都解了,现在就该为后果付账
And, hey, you can keep seein' my whore wife
还有,你尽管继续去见我那个婊子老婆
if the price is right
只要价钱合适。
If not, I'm telling your wife
否则,我就把一切告诉你妻子。”
汉密尔顿
I hid the letter and I raced to her place
我把信藏起来,飞奔到玛丽亚住处
Screamed, "How could you?" in her face
当面冲她吼道:“你怎么能这样?”
She said:
她回答:
玛丽亚
No, sir
不,先生,不是那样。
汉密尔顿
Half-dressed, apologetic
她衣衫未整,连声道歉
A mess, she looked pathetic, she cried:
她狼狈不堪,看着可怜,哭喊道:
玛丽亚
Please don't go, sir
求您别走,先生
汉密尔顿
So was your whole story a setup?
所以你那套身世全是圈套?
玛丽亚
I don't know about any letter!
我根本不知道什么信!
汉密尔顿
Stop crying, goddamn it, get up
别哭了,该死,起来
玛丽亚
I didn't know any better!
我真的什么都不知道!
Please don't leave me with him helpless
求您别丢下我,让我无助地落在他手里
I am ruined, I am
我已经毁了,我真的——
汉密尔顿
How could I do this?
我怎么会做出这种事?
玛丽亚
Just give him what he wants and you can have me
给他想要的钱,您就可以继续拥有我
汉密尔顿
I don't want you
我不要你
玛丽亚
Whatever you want
您想怎样都可以
汉密尔顿
I don't want you
我才不要你
玛丽亚
If you pay, you can stay
只要付钱,您就能留下
汉密尔顿 & 群演
Lord, show me how to say no to this
主啊,教我怎样拒绝这一切
玛丽亚
Tonight
就在今晚
汉密尔顿 & 群演
I don't know how to say no to this
我不知道该怎样说不
汉密尔顿
But the situation's helpless
可这局面已经无可挽回
玛丽亚
Helpless
无可自拔
汉密尔顿
And her body's screaming, "Hell yes"
她的身体却在高喊:“当然愿意。”
汉密尔顿 & 群演
No, show me how to say no to this
不,教我怎样对这一切说不
玛丽亚
How can you say no to this?
你怎么可能拒绝这一切?
汉密尔顿
How can I say no to this?
我又怎么拒绝得了?
There is nowhere I can go
我已经无处可退
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Go, go, go
走,快走,快走
汉密尔顿
When her body's on mine I do not say
当她贴上我的身体,我仍没说出——
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No! Say no to this
不!对这一切说不
玛丽亚
Yes
要。
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No! Say no to this
不!快说不
玛丽亚
Yes
愿意。
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No!
不行!
玛丽亚
Yes
要。
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Say no to this
拒绝这一切
No!
绝不!
玛丽亚
Yes
愿意。
Ensemble群演
Say no to this
快说不
Say no to this
对这一切说不
汉密尔顿
I don't say no to this
可我没有拒绝
玛丽亚
Don't say no to this
别拒绝这一切
汉密尔顿
There is nowhere I can go
我已无路可走
雷诺兹
So?
那又怎样?
汉密尔顿
Nobody needs to know
反正不必让任何人知道