《汉密尔顿》2020 原版百老汇制作录音 · 15
Burn
伊莱莎
I saved every letter you wrote me
你写给我的每一封信，我都珍藏至今。
From the moment I read them I knew you were mine
从读到它们的那一刻起，我便知道，你属于我。
You said you were mine
你说，你属于我。
I thought you were mine
我以为，你真的属于我。
Do you know what Angelica said
你知道安杰莉卡说过什么吗？
When we saw your first letter arrive?
当我们第一次收到你的来信时，
She said, "Be careful with that one, love
她说：“亲爱的，当心这个男人。
He will do what it takes to survive."
为了活下去，他什么都做得出来。”
You and your words flooded my senses
你，还有你的文字，曾如潮水淹没我的感官。
Your sentences left me defenseless
你的句子，曾令我毫无防备。
You built me palaces out of paragraphs
你用一段段文字，为我筑起宫殿，
You built cathedrals
为我筑起教堂。
I'm rereading the letters you wrote me
如今，我重新读着你写给我的信，
I'm searching and scanning for answers
来回寻找，反复检视，只想找到答案；
In every line for some kind of sign
想从每一行里，寻出哪怕一点征兆。
And when you were mine
当你还属于我时，
The world seemed
整个世界仿佛都在
To burn
烧了起来。
Burn
燃烧。
You published the letters she wrote you
你公开了她写给你的信。
You told the whole world how you brought this girl into our bed
你告诉全世界，你怎样把那个女人带进我们的床。
In clearing your name
为了洗清自己的名声，
You have ruined our lives
你却毁掉了我们的人生。
Do you know what Angelica said
你知道安杰莉卡又说了什么吗？
When she read what you'd done?
当她读到你所做的一切，
She said, "You've married an Icarus
她说：“你嫁给了伊卡洛斯。
He's flown too close to the sun."
他飞得离太阳太近。”
You and your words obsessed with your legacy
你，还有你的文字，满脑子只有身后名。
Your sentences border on senseless
你的句子，已经近乎失去意义。
And you are paranoid in every paragraph
每一段文字里，都塞满你的疑惧——
How they perceive you
别人会怎样看你。
You, you, you
你。你。还是你。
I'm erasing myself from the narrative
我要把自己从这段叙事中抹去。
Let future historians wonder how Eliza reacted
就让未来的历史学家猜测，伊莱莎当时作何反应，
When you broke her heart
猜测你伤透她的心时，她怎样承受。
You have torn it all apart
你已经把这一切彻底撕碎。
I'm watching it burn
我看着它燃烧，
Watching it burn
看着它烧成灰烬。
The world has no right to my heart
这个世界无权占有我的心。
The world has no place in our bed
这个世界也无权闯进我们的床。
They don't get to know what I said
他们没有资格知道我说过什么。
I'm burning the memories
我要烧掉这些记忆，
Burning the letters that might have redeemed you
烧掉那些本可以替你赎回声名的信。
You forfeit all rights to my heart
你已经失去我这颗心的一切权利。
You forfeit the place in our bed
也失去在我们床上的位置。
You'll sleep in your office instead
从今以后，你只能睡在书房。
With only the memories
陪伴你的，只剩下
Of when you were mine
那些你曾属于我的回忆。
I hope that you
我希望你也
Burn
燃烧。