Dear Evan Hansen (2021 Film Subtitle Song Sequence) · 04
Requiem
Zoe Murphy佐伊·墨菲
Why should I play this game of pretend?
为什么我要这样假装
Remembering through a secondhand sorrow
借着别人的悲伤来追忆
Such a great son and wonderful friend
这个好儿子和好朋友
Oh, don't the tears just pour
瞧，眼泪不是都要涌出来了吗
I could curl up and hide in my room
我可以缩起来躲在房间里
Here in my bed still sobbing tomorrow
躺在床上啜泣到明天
I could give in to all of the gloom
我可以任由自己沉入阴郁
But tell me, tell me what for
但告诉我，告诉我这为了什么？
Why should I have a heavy heart?
为什么我该伤心？为什么我该碎裂？
Why should I start to break in pieces?
为什么我该伤心？为什么我该碎裂？
Why should I go and fall apart for you?
为什么我该为了你全然崩溃？
Why should I play the grieving girl
为什么我该扮演悲伤的女孩
And lie
还要撒谎，
Saying that I miss you and that my world
说我想念你，说我的世界……
Has gone dark without your light?
说我的世界没了你的光变成一片黑？
I will sing no requiem
我不会唱安魂曲
Tonight
今晚不会
Larry Murphy拉里·墨菲
We gave you the world, you threw it away
我们把世界都给了你，是你丢在一旁
Leaving these broken pieces behind you
留下四分五裂的碎片
Everything wasted, nothing to say
一切都白费了，没什么好说
So I can sing no requiem
我唱不出安魂曲
Cynthia Murphy辛西娅·墨菲
And hear your voice, and feel you near
我听见你的声音觉得你就在一旁
Within these words I finally find you
在这些文字里，我终于找到了你。
And now that I know that you are still here
我现在才知道你还在这里
I will sing no requiem tonight
今晚我不会唱安魂曲
Zoe Murphy佐伊·墨菲
Why should I have a heavy heart?
为什么我的心情应该如此沉重？
Why should I say I'll keep you with me?
为什么我该说我会一直把你留在心里？
Why should I go and fall apart for you?
为什么我该为了你全然崩溃？
Why
为什么……
Should I play the grieving girl
我该扮演悲伤的妹妹，
And lie
还要撒谎，
Saying that I miss you and that
说我想念你，说……
My world has gone dark without your light?
说没了你的光，我的世界便陷入黑暗？
Cynthia Murphy辛西娅·墨菲
I can see your light
我能看见你的光
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I will sing no requiem
今晚我不会唱安魂曲
Tonight
今晚我不会唱安魂曲
Zoe Murphy佐伊·墨菲
'Cause when the villains fall
因为恶棍消亡时王国不会哭泣
The kingdoms never weep
因为恶棍消亡时王国不会哭泣
No one lights a candle to remember
无人点起蜡烛纪念
No, no one mourns at all
不，根本没有人哀悼
When they lay them down to sleep
当他们让恶棍长眠
So don't tell me that I didn't have it right
所以别说我的反应不对
Don't tell me that it wasn't black and white
别告诉我这不是非黑即白
After all you put me through
经历了你带给我的这一切之后
Don't say it wasn't true
别说那不是真的
That you were not the monster
别说你不是
That I knew
我所认识的那个怪物
Film cast电影全体演唱者
'Cause I
因为我……
Cannot play the grieving girl and lie
没法扮演悲伤的妹妹，再撒谎，
Saying that I miss you and that my world
说我想念你，说我的世界……
Has gone dark
已经陷入黑暗。
I will sing no requiem
我不会唱安魂曲
I will sing no requiem
我不会唱安魂曲
I will sing no requiem
我不会唱安魂曲
Tonight
今晚不会
Oh, oh
哦，哦
Oh, oh
哦，哦
Oh, oh
哦，哦
Oh, oh.
哦，哦。
Heidi Hansen海蒂·汉森
They did a whole thing about them on NPR yesterday,
他们昨天在全国公共广播电台专门讲了这个，
these-these essay contests.
就是这些征文比赛。
And if you win,
只要获奖，
it doesn't count against any financial aid.
奖金不会影响助学金。
You know, so $5,000 here or $3,000 there.
所以这边五千或那边三千，可以累积
It adds up, and we're gonna need
我们需要这些才能念大学
all the help we can get with college.
我们需要这些才能念大学
I mean, unless your stepmother has some trust fund for you
除非你继母给你设了什么信托基金，
that I don't know about with all those fabulous tips
用她做鸡尾酒女侍拿的小费存起来的
she made cocktail waitressing. -Huh.
用她做鸡尾酒女侍拿的小费存起来的
Right?
对吧？
Evan Hansen埃文·汉森
Mm.
嗯。
Heidi Hansen海蒂·汉森
I got a...
我收到……
I got an email from your school yesterday,
我昨天收到学校发来的邮件，
um, about that boy that-that killed himself.
说的是那个自杀的男生。
Connor Murphy?
康纳·墨菲？
Evan Hansen埃文·汉森
Yeah.
对。
I didn't really know him, so...
我其实不怎么认识他，所以……
Heidi Hansen海蒂·汉森
You know, if you ever want to talk about anything...
如果你想跟我聊聊…
You know, I mean, I mean, I know that lately
我知道最近我好像一直在工作
it feels like I'm-I'm always working.
我知道最近我好像一直在工作
Evan Hansen & Heidi Hansen埃文·汉森 & 海蒂·汉森
It's fine. -But I'm-I'm-I'm here,
没关系。——但我……我就在这里。
Heidi Hansen海蒂·汉森
and if I-- If I'm not here, I'm just a phone call away
就算不在也可以打给我，或写信传讯息
or an email or a text, you know, whatever.
或者电子邮件、短信，什么都行。
Evan Hansen埃文·汉森
I know.
你知道，都可以 -我知道
Heidi Hansen海蒂·汉森
It says "Connor" on your cast.
你的石膏上写着“康纳”
Evan Hansen埃文·汉森
Oh.
哦。
No, no, yeah. Um...
不，喔对
Evan Hansen & Heidi Hansen埃文·汉森 & 海蒂·汉森
You said you didn't know him. -Sorry, I didn't.
你不是说不认识他吗？——对不起，我确实不认识。
Evan Hansen埃文·汉森
Um...
嗯……
It's in memory, so, like--
这是为了纪念…就像是…
Y-You know, kids are, like, um...
你知道小孩都会…
they're writing his name on-on...
他们会在置物柜之类的地方写他名字
lockers and stuff like that.
他们会在置物柜之类的地方写他名字
Heidi Hansen海蒂·汉森
Oh.
哦。
Evan Hansen埃文·汉森
Um...
嗯……
Heidi Hansen海蒂·汉森
That's lovely. You know, in memory.
真窝心，一种纪念…
Evan Hansen埃文·汉森
Hmm.
嗯。
Heidi Hansen海蒂·汉森
Hey.
对了。
Tuesday. What are you doing?
今天星期二。你有什么安排？
When's the last time we did Taco Tuesday?
我们很久没在星期二吃墨西哥饼了
Evan Hansen埃文·汉森
That'd be great.
那太好了。
Heidi Hansen海蒂·汉森
Really?
好啊 -真的吗？
Evan Hansen埃文·汉森
Yeah.
对啊
Alana Beck阿兰娜·贝克
So the memorial's really just an opportunity
这场纪念会其实是个机会，
for all of us to come together as a community
让整个社群聚在一起，
and to remember Connor and celebrate who he was.
纪念康纳，也肯定他曾经是怎样的人。
Would you want to speak or perform?
你想致词还是表演？
Evan Hansen埃文·汉森
I didn't really know him. I'm sorry.
我其实不怎么认识他。抱歉。
Alana Beck & Evan Hansen阿兰娜·贝克 & 埃文·汉森
That's okay. -Bye.
没关系。——再见。
Alana Beck阿兰娜·贝克
Want a wristband?
要手环吗？
Evan Hansen埃文·汉森
Oh, yes. Yeah. Okay.
哦，要。好。
Thank you.
谢谢你
Alana Beck阿兰娜·贝克
You were friends with him, right?
你是他朋友吧？
I saw him sign your cast in the library,
我看到他在图书馆签石膏后你们吵起来
and you started arguing about something.
我看到他在图书馆签石膏后你们吵起来
Alana Beck & Evan Hansen阿兰娜·贝克 & 埃文·汉森
Were you friends with him? -We weren't close.
你们是朋友吗？——我们并不亲近。
Alana Beck阿兰娜·贝克
We presented together o-on Huck Finn in the tenth grade,
在10年级的时候同组做过报告
but he probably didn't tell you that.
但他可能没告诉你这件事
Evan Hansen埃文·汉森
Um, no, no, I didn't know.
不，我不知道
Alana Beck阿兰娜·贝克
I always really liked him.
我一直都很喜欢他
It seemed like he didn't really care
他仿佛从不在意其他人的想法
what anyone else thought, and...
他仿佛从不在意其他人的想法
I thought that was pretty remarkable.
我觉得那很了不起
Well, I'm putting together a memorial for him
所以我星期五要在学校办纪念会
at school on Friday.
所以我星期五要在学校办纪念会
If you wanted to do something...
如果你想做点什么
Evan Hansen埃文·汉森
Oh. Um...
哦，嗯……
Sorry, I-I...
抱歉，我…
I-I probably w-would rather not, if that's okay.
我希望最好还是不要，希望没关系
Alana Beck阿兰娜·贝克
Yeah, sure.
当然
If you change your mind...
如果你改变心意就传讯息给我
just text me.
如果你改变心意就传讯息给我
Evan Hansen埃文·汉森
Okay.
好
Zoe Murphy佐伊·墨菲
Mom.
妈。
My mom realized we were out of ice cream,
我妈发现冰淇淋没了，所以他们去买
so they went to go get more.
我妈发现冰淇淋没了，所以他们去买
Did you park in the driveway?
你的车停在车道吗？
'Cause if you park on the street, they'll ticket you.
如果停在路边会被开单喔
The people in this neighborhood are monsters.
这里的邻居都很可怕
Evan Hansen埃文·汉森
Um, no, I didn't, I didn't, um...
没有…我搭公车来的
I took the bus. My mom needed the car for work.
我妈要开车去工作
Evan Hansen & Zoe Murphy埃文·汉森 & 佐伊·墨菲
What about your dad? -My dad.
那你爸爸呢？——我爸爸。
Evan Hansen埃文·汉森
Um, he lives in Colorado, so...
我爸？他住在科罗拉多州…
He left when I was seven.
他在我七岁的时候离开了
Zoe Murphy佐伊·墨菲
That sucks.
真惨
Mine died when I was one, so...
我一岁的时候他死了，算我赢吧
I sort of win.
我一岁的时候他死了，算我赢吧
Evan Hansen & Zoe Murphy埃文·汉森 & 佐伊·墨菲
Sorry. -Thanks.
很遗憾。——谢谢。
Zoe Murphy佐伊·墨菲
It's fine.
没事。
I-I don't even really remember him, to be honest.
老实说，我根本不记得他
Connor did, though, a little.
不过康纳记得，一点点
Evan Hansen埃文·汉森
That's terrible.
那太难受了。
Zoe Murphy佐伊·墨菲
Yeah.
对。
And then Larry showed up, fixed everything.
然后拉里出现了，让一切都变好
For a while, at least.
至少维持了一阵子啦
Evan Hansen埃文·汉森
Yeah.
对。
Zoe Murphy佐伊·墨菲
Most people, with Connor, they just would've been like,
大部分人对康纳都只是敷衍
"See ya," but he's the only dad we ever really knew, so...
但他是我们唯一的真老爸，所以…
Evan Hansen埃文·汉森
Wow, your mom-- I didn't, I didn't realize.
哇，你妈妈……我不知道。
Zoe Murphy佐伊·墨菲
Yeah, well.
是啊。
She's in total denial now.
她现在完全不肯面对现实。
So is Larry.
拉里也是。
I mean, he didn't even cry at the funeral.
我是说，他在葬礼上甚至都没哭。
Evan Hansen埃文·汉森
I'm sorry.
我很遗憾
Zoe Murphy佐伊·墨菲
Not as sorry as you're gonna be.
你之后会更遗憾的
Evan Hansen & Zoe Murphy埃文·汉森 & 佐伊·墨菲
Oh, is-is that the... -Mm-hmm.
那是.
Gluten-free apple pie? You bet.
无麸质苹果派？没错
Evan Hansen埃文·汉森
It-it looks...
看起来…
Zoe Murphy佐伊·墨菲
Inedible?
不能吃？没错
It is.
不能吃？没错
Just be glad we get to have real ice cream.
还好我们有真的冰淇淋能吃
My mom was Buddhist last year,
我妈去年信佛教，所以不能吃动物制品
so we couldn't have any animal products.
我妈去年信佛教，所以不能吃动物制品
Evan Hansen埃文·汉森
She was B-- um, Buddhist last year but not this year?
去年信佛教，但今年不是？
Zoe Murphy佐伊·墨菲
Yep. That's sort of what she does.
对，她都这样，会迷上各种东西
She gets into a lot of different things.
对，她都这样，会迷上各种东西
Mm. -For a while, it was Pilates.
有一阵子是皮拉提斯、《秘密》那本书
The Secret.
有一阵子是皮拉提斯、《秘密》那本书
Buddhism. Et cetera.
佛教啦，之类的
Evan Hansen埃文·汉森
It's cool that she's interested in so much different stuff.
她对这么多不同的东西感兴趣很棒啊
Zoe Murphy佐伊·墨菲
Yeah, she's not, though.
但其实她不是。
That's just what happens when you're rich
只是有钱以后……
and you don't have a job.
又没有工作，就会这样。
You get a little crazy.
人会变得有点疯狂。
Evan Hansen埃文·汉森
Well, my mom always says
我妈总是说……
it's better to be rich than poor, so...
有钱总比穷好。
Zoe Murphy佐伊·墨菲
Yeah, well, your mom's probably never been rich, then.
那你妈妈大概从来没富过。
Evan Hansen埃文·汉森
Yeah, you've probably never been poor.
对，而你大概从来没穷过。
Oh, my God, I can't believe I just said that.
我的天，没想到我会这么说，很抱歉
I'm so sorry.
我的天，没想到我会这么说，很抱歉
Zoe Murphy佐伊·墨菲
Wow. I didn't realize
哇，没想到……
you were capable of saying something that wasn't nice.
你也说得出不那么友善的话。
Evan Hansen埃文·汉森
I'm n-- I'm not. I'm really sorry.
我没有，真的很对不起
Zoe Murphy佐伊·墨菲
You really don't have to keep saying that.
你真的不用一直道歉
Evan Hansen埃文·汉森
Okay.
好
Zoe Murphy佐伊·墨菲
You want to say it again.
你刚刚又想讲了
Evan Hansen埃文·汉森
Yeah, very much so, I do.
对，我很想说
Zoe Murphy佐伊·墨菲
Why did he write that...
他为什么在……
in his note?
遗书里写那些话？
"Because there's Zoe.
“还好有佐伊”
And I don't even know her, but if I could just talk to her..."
“我根本不认识她，如果我能跟她说话”
Evan Hansen埃文·汉森
Honestly, I really don't know.
老实说，我不知道
Zoe Murphy佐伊·墨菲
What does any of that even mean? I mean...
那些话到底是什么意思？我是说……
We weren't close at all.
我们一点也不亲。
Not since we were kids.
从小以后就再也没有。
He never noticed anything about me.
他根本没有注意过我
Evan Hansen埃文·汉森
That's not true. That's not true.
那不是真的
He-he-he noticed a lot of things about you.
那不是真的，他注意你很多事
Zoe Murphy佐伊·墨菲
Like what things?
像是什么？
Evan Hansen埃文·汉森
Right.
好吧。
No, no, no.
不，不，不。
That's, um...
那个，嗯……
Well...
我是说……
Okay, w-- Okay.
好，好吧。
Here's something. Um...
有一件事
Whenever you have, uh, a solo in-in jazz band,
你在爵士乐团独奏时，你会…
you just... you close your e--
你只是……你会闭上眼——
you probably don't even know you're doing this,
你自己可能都没意识到，
but you close your eyes, um, and you get, like...
但你会闭上眼，然后……
I don't know, it's like a half smile,
我不知道，嘴角会带一点笑，
like you just heard the funniest thing in the world,
像刚听见全世界最好笑的事，
but it's a secret and you can't tell anyone about it.
但那是个不能告诉任何人的秘密。
But then...
可接着……
uh, the way that you smile, it's sort of like you are--
你笑的样子仿佛是…
you're letting us in on the secret, too.
让我们分享了这个秘密
Zoe Murphy佐伊·墨菲
Um...
嗯……