Dear Evan Hansen (2021 Film Subtitle Song Sequence) · 09
The Anonymous Ones (Reprise)
Alana Beck阿兰娜·贝克
The parts we can't tell, we carry them well
说不出口的部分，我们仍能若无其事地扛着
But that doesn't mean they're not heavy
但不代表它们并不沉重
The parts we can't tell, we carry them well
说不出口的部分，我们仍能若无其事地扛着
But that doesn't mean they're not heavy
但不代表它们并不沉重
The anonymous one
那个隐在人群中的人
Noticed by none
谁也没有注意到
The parts we can't tell, we carry them well
说不出口的部分，我们仍能若无其事地扛着
But that doesn't mean they're not heavy
但不代表它们并不沉重
The parts we can't tell
说不出口的部分
We carry them well
我们仍能若无其事地扛着
But that doesn't mean they're not heavy
但不代表它们并不沉重
The parts we can't tell
说不出口的部分
We carry them well
我们仍能若无其事地扛着
But that doesn't mean they're not heavy
但不代表它们并不沉重
The anonymous ones
那些隐在人群中的人
Who might just need this moment to remind them
也许只需要这一刻提醒他们
That there are more anonymous ones
还有更多同样隐在人群中的人
They're out there if you take the time to find them
只要肯花时间去找，他们就在身边
Just to know we're somehow not alone
只要知道我们并不孤单
Isn't that all we're ever really looking for?
那不正是我们一直真正寻找的吗？
Maybe we
也许我们
We don't have to be
再也不必
Anonymous anymore.
继续隐藏自己。
Can you imagine?
你能想象吗？
Evan Hansen埃文·汉森
Wh-What's wrong?
怎、怎么了？
Alana Beck阿兰娜·贝克
Yep.
对
Evan Hansen埃文·汉森
Hi.
嗨
Alana, you have to take it down, okay?
阿兰娜，你得把它删掉，好吗？
They've been through enough.
他们已经承受得够多了。
Alana Beck阿兰娜·贝克
I took it down already, Evan, but it-it doesn't matter
我已经删了，埃文，可是已经没用了，
because it's everywhere.
因为到处都是。
Evan Hansen埃文·汉森
Zoe, it's me.
佐伊，是我。
Please call me back, okay?
请给我回电话，好吗？
I'm worried about you.
我很担心你。
Zoe Murphy佐伊·墨菲
They have pictures of us now.
他们现在连我们的照片都有了。
Larry Murphy拉里·墨菲
Just put it away.
别再看了。
Cynthia Murphy辛西娅·墨菲
"His parents act like they are bereft,
“他的父母装得像痛不欲生，
but where were they when their son was actually alive?"
可他们儿子活着时，他们又在哪里？”
Larry Murphy拉里·墨菲
Please stop reading them.
求你别再看了。
Alana Beck & Evan Hansen阿兰娜·贝克 & 埃文·汉森
Hey. Is Zoe here? -She went home.
嘿，佐伊在吗？——她回家了。
Alana Beck阿兰娜·贝克
Things really aren't good here.
这里的情况真的很糟。
Evan Hansen埃文·汉森
I know. I just-- I had to come.
我知道。我只是——我必须过来。
Zoe Murphy佐伊·墨菲
Where did they even-- How did they get Connor's note?
他们到底从哪儿——他们怎么拿到康纳那封信的？
Cynthia Murphy辛西娅·墨菲
I don't know.
我不知道。
Zoe Murphy佐伊·墨菲
Like, did they hack our computers?
比如，他们黑进了我们的电脑？
They hacked our emails? Did-- These people are adults.
他们黑进了我们的邮箱？他们——这些人可都是成年人。
Cynthia Murphy辛西娅·墨菲
Did you see their pictures?
你看到他们的照片了吗？
These people are adults.
这些人可都是成年人。
Larry Murphy拉里·墨菲
Look, maybe let it ring.
听着，也许先别接。
Zoe Murphy佐伊·墨菲
I'm sick of hiding. Hello?
我受够躲躲藏藏了。喂？
Yeah, have-have fun with your miserable life.
对，祝你在悲惨的人生里玩得开心。
Cynthia Murphy辛西娅·墨菲
What did they say? What's the number?
他们说什么了？号码是多少？
Zoe Murphy佐伊·墨菲
It's blocked.
号码被隐藏了。
It doesn't-- No, it doesn't matter.
这不——不，没关系。
Cynthia Murphy辛西娅·墨菲
That's it. I'm calling the police.
够了，我要报警。
Larry Murphy拉里·墨菲
No, look, right now, maybe the best thing to do
不，听我说，现在也许最好的办法
is to just stay calm, all right?
就是先冷静下来，好吗？
Cynthia Murphy & Larry Murphy辛西娅·墨菲 & 拉里·墨菲
And sit... -That's always your solution, isn't it?
然后坐下来……——这永远都是你的办法，对吧？
Cynthia Murphy辛西娅·墨菲
Wait and see. Let's just wait and see, right, Larry?
等着看。就等着看会怎样，对吧，拉里？
Larry Murphy拉里·墨菲
What are the police going to do?
警察又能做什么？
It's the Internet. Wh--
这是互联网。他们难道——
Are they gonna arrest the Internet?
还能把互联网抓起来吗？
Cynthia Murphy辛西娅·墨菲
I had to beg you, every step of the way,
每一步我都得求你，
for-for therapy, for-for rehab.
求你让他接受治疗、去戒治。
Larry Murphy拉里·墨菲
What? N-No, no.
什么？不，不是这样。
You went lurching from one miracle cure to the next...
明明是你从一个神奇疗法扑向下一个……
Cynthia Murphy辛西娅·墨菲
Oh, you're-- Really?
你——你认真的？
Larry Murphy拉里·墨菲
...because all he needed was another $20,000
……仿佛他只需要再花两万美元
weekend yoga retreat.
参加一场周末瑜伽静修就会好。
Cynthia Murphy辛西娅·墨菲
What was your alternative,
那你除了把我做的每件事
other than picking apart everything that I did?
都挑得一无是处，还有什么办法？
Larry Murphy拉里·墨菲
How about putting him on
比如选定一种治疗方案，
one program and sticking to it?
然后坚持下去。
Cynthia Murphy辛西娅·墨菲
Remember what he said
还记得康纳第一次
the first time that Connor tried to kill himself?
试图自杀时，你说过什么吗？
Cynthia Murphy & Larry Murphy辛西娅·墨菲 & 拉里·墨菲
That he's just looking for attention. -For Christ's sake.
你说他只是想引人注意。——看在上帝的份上。
Larry Murphy拉里·墨菲
He just wants attention!
他就是想引人注意！
I'm not gonna sit here and defend myself!
我不会坐在这里为自己辩护！
Cynthia Murphy辛西娅·墨菲
You couldn't understand him.
你根本无法理解他。
You never understood him because he wasn't yours!
你从来没理解过他，因为他不是你亲生的！
Zoe Murphy佐伊·墨菲
Mom, what the hell?
妈，你怎么能这么说？
Larry Murphy拉里·墨菲
I raised him from the time he was three years old.
我从他三岁起就把他养大。
Cynthia Murphy辛西娅·墨菲
He was getting better, and you refused to see it. Ask Evan.
他正在好转，是你不肯承认。问埃文。
Tell them, Evan.
告诉他们，埃文。
Evan did everything that he could.
埃文已经尽了他所能。
Larry Murphy拉里·墨菲
Evan? Evan was in denial of what was happening.
埃文？埃文一直不肯面对正在发生的事。
Zoe Murphy佐伊·墨菲
Do not bring him into this.
别把他扯进来。
Cynthia Murphy辛西娅·墨菲
Read the note, Larry.
读读那封信，拉里。
Read what he said.
读读他写了什么。
"I just wish that everything was different."
“我只希望一切都不一样。”
Larry Murphy拉里·墨菲
I tried.
我努力过。
Cynthia Murphy & Larry Murphy & Zoe Murphy辛西娅·墨菲 & 拉里·墨菲 & 佐伊·墨菲
But he was my son! -He wanted to be better! -Please.
可他是我儿子！——他想要好起来！——求你们了。
Cynthia Murphy辛西娅·墨菲
I-I tried everything!
我什么办法都试过了！
Zoe Murphy佐伊·墨菲
Stop it! Just please stop!
够了！求你们别说了！
Cynthia Murphy & Zoe Murphy辛西娅·墨菲 & 佐伊·墨菲
Please stop fighting! -He was trying to be better!
求你们别吵了！——他一直想要好起来！
Cynthia Murphy辛西娅·墨菲
He was trying!
他一直在努力！
Larry Murphy拉里·墨菲
And he was failing.
可他没能做到。
Cynthia Murphy辛西娅·墨菲
We failed him.
是我们辜负了他。
Evan Hansen埃文·汉森
No, you didn't. No, you didn't.
不，你们没有。没有。
You didn't fail him.
你们没有辜负他。
Cynthia Murphy辛西娅·墨菲
Read the note.
读读那封信。
Evan Hansen埃文·汉森
He didn't write it.
那不是他写的。
I wrote it.
是我写的。
Cynthia Murphy辛西娅·墨菲
You didn't write Connor's suicide note.
你不是说康纳的遗书是你写的吧。
Evan Hansen埃文·汉森
Um, it was an assignment from my therapist.
嗯，那是治疗师布置给我的作业。
Write a letter to yourself, um, a pep talk.
给自己写一封信，算是鼓励自己的话。
"Evan Hansen, Dear Evan Hansen, today's gonna be a good day.
“亲爱的埃文·汉森，今天会是美好的一天。
Here's why." -I-I don't, I don't think that...
原因如下。”——我不——我觉得这……
I was supposed to bring it to my appointment with me,
我本来应该带着它去复诊，
but Connor took it, and then I guess he must have had it
但康纳把它拿走了，我猜他后来一直
with him, um...
把它带在身上，嗯……
...when you found him, so...
……直到你们发现他，所以……
Cynthia Murphy辛西娅·墨菲
What are you saying?
你在说什么？
Evan Hansen埃文·汉森
We weren't friends.
我们不是朋友
Cynthia Murphy辛西娅·墨菲
No.
不。
No, no, no, no.
不，不，不，不。