Dear Evan Hansen (2021 Film Subtitle Song Sequence) · 11
So Big / So Small
Heidi Hansen海蒂·汉森
It was a February day
在二月的某一天
When your dad came by before going away
你爸爸离开前来了一趟
A U-Haul truck in the driveway
搬家公司的车停在车道
The day it was suddenly real
那天，一切突然变得真实
I told you not to come outside
我叫你不要到外面来
But you saw that truck, and you smiled so wide
但你看见那辆卡车，你笑颜逐开
A real live truck in your driveway
一辆真正的卡车停在门前
We let you sit behind the wheel
我们让你坐在驾驶座
Goodbye, goodbye
再见，再见
Now it's just me
现在只剩我
And my little guy
和我的小家伙
And the house felt so big
整座房子那么大
And I felt so small
我觉得自己好小
The house felt so big
整座房子那么大
And I felt so small
我觉得自己好小
That night, I tucked you into bed
那晚，我替你盖好被子
I will never forget how you sat up and said
我永远忘不了你坐起来跟我说
"Is there another truck coming to our driveway?
“还会有另一辆卡车开进我们家吗？
A truck that will take Mommy away?"
一辆把妈妈带走的卡车？”
And the house felt so big
整座房子那么大
And I felt so small
我觉得自己好小
The house felt so big
整座房子那么大
And I
而我
And I knew there would be
我也知道会有
Moments that I'd miss
我会错过的时刻
And I knew there would be
我也知道会有
Space I couldn't fill
我无法填补的空缺
And I knew I'd come up short
我知道自己会力有不逮
A million different ways
在无数不同的地方
And I did
事实也是如此
And I do
到现在也是
And I will
未来也是
But like that February day
但就像二月的那一天
I will take your hand
我会握住你的手
Squeeze it tightly and say
紧紧握着，对你说：
"There's not another truck in the driveway
“不会再有卡车开进车道
"Your mom isn't going anywhere
妈妈哪里也不会去
"Your mom is staying right here
妈妈就留在这里
"Your mom isn't going anywhere
妈妈哪里也不会去
Your mom is staying right here"
妈妈就留在这里”
No matter what
不管发生什么事
I'll be here
我会在这里
When it all feels so big
当一切显得无比庞大
Till it all feels so small
直到一切显得如此渺小
When it all feels so big
当一切显得无比庞大
Till it all feels
直到这一切感觉
So small
如此渺小
Till it all feels so small.
直到这一切都感觉如此渺小。
Evan Hansen埃文·汉森
Oh.
哦。
Heidi Hansen海蒂·汉森
It's gonna get better, I promise.
事情会变好的，我保证
Evan Hansen埃文·汉森
I was never friends with Connor Murphy.
我和康纳·墨菲从来不是朋友。
I lied,
我说谎了
repeatedly,
不断说谎
to his family,
我骗了他的家人，
to Alana,
骗了阿兰娜，
to all of you.
骗了你们所有人。
I'm not asking for your forgiveness.
我不是来求你们原谅的。
I don't deserve it.
我不配得到原谅。
But, um, please...
但是，嗯，求你们……
Connor's family doesn't deserve your hatred.
康纳的家人不该承受你们的仇恨。
I do.
该承受的人是我。
I'm sorry.
对不起。